Forgiveness…

I wonder why you forgive me?

I am so sinful in my flesh.

I long to obey your commands.

But most often I fail the test.

My heart breaks when I know I’ve hurt you.

You are everything I’ve got.

I cling to you, I adore you.

You are my love, no,  you are my all.

Your grace humbles me,

when my pride soars sky high.

You are so faithful to your child.

And you always hear my cry.

Have I not let you doew a million times?

why do you not give up on me?

Is it true that you are mine?

Please tell me how to see your face,

it is all I ever want.

To see the one who created me

and not only did he save me,

he granted me a relationship

with the God of the universe

through His son Jesus Christ.

I see your grace clearly.

I admit I am a sinner

I need your blood to cleanse me,

the mess I have created,

makes my light shine dimmer.

My mess is bigger than I can fix.

My weakness bigger than my strength.

Your grace greater than my sin,

your forgiveness greater than my  shame.

Your love is so abundant,

no paper could ever contain,

how passionate you are

about sinners who repent.

I love you my wonderful Jesus.

Please hear my heart’s cry.

To serve the only savior,

the one that for me died.

I will follow you wherever,

I will struggle my way through.

I can’t promise not to hurt you,

but just please, see my heart,

my love for you is ever true.

Thank you for your forgiveness.

How I take your grace for granted.

Always remind me to be steadfast

and run towards what I most wanted.

Written: 11/29/2206